Lately I'm really struggling to feel like this....

Because I really feel like this

I hate it. But I can't seem to snap out of it. I've tried everything---and I mean everything!! So I figure I haven't posted anything in a while...and this is pretty much why...there is nothing happy or exciting in my life to write about right now. I'm pretty boring and pretty pathetic. Hopefully one day (and hopefully soon) I'll have some happy thoughts..but for now-this is all I got.